~*[.yInGz`dIaRy.]*~ -i cant take it anymore-

game over..! playing tontie..
i tink i've ren enough le bahz... i cant take all dese anymore.... if u reeli don hav time for me den jus forget it bah..... forget everything... it doesnt make much difference now..

~*[.yInGz`dIaRy.]*~ -although u mite hav everything in the world, iz useless when u hav no one to share them wif-

halo!
jus ate ice cream.. yum.. haha.. mi sis and i went downstairs by frm the uncle mah.. den while cuming up the stairs my sis say.. "eh the cup so cute one!".. den she swing it and one scoop of the ice cream mei le. hahahaha. ben dan rite?
jiu rang ni ai wo de xin man man liu zou... sighz.. missing.sumbodi. i dono.. the distance is further and further each day.. i hate tis!! haiz..
watched 13 goin on 30 today.. wif tingz tianz liaz nana vianz... quite nice bah.. [beta than village. =P] hmm.. ya... nice... i wana watch garfield and cinderella story oso.. hmm... haiz.
no mood update liaoz...
tml go bac jun yuan... actually cant wait for it one.. buden now a bit... siaNn. =(

~*[.yInGz`dIaRy.]*~ -xing.fu.de.wo-

halo!!
haha.. paiseh so long nv blog.. yesterday was quite fun!! heez.. stayed at puipui hse until 10.. hahaa.. we watched finding nemo!! nice nice.. den watched the synchronised swimming.. haha.. veri jing cai lehh!! hmm.. den channel U.. hahaha.. actually i wanted to go home buden no one wana go.. cos i don dare take lift alone.. haha.. =S.. oso cant go by stairs.. 17th floor..! buden i nv regret staying.. hehe.. =)) we ate and ate and ate alot oso.. haha.. puipui mamee so nice.. lOl..
hmm.. den today went tuition.. could concentrate for the first hr.. i did science for the first hr.. den iz math loh.. haha.. i cant concentrate during math.. starting yawning.. haha.. so paiseh.. den my handwriting... =Xx.. i kip on cancelling cos i so lazy liquid lohz.. den i scribble until lyk dono wad.. haah.. den my teacher luff at me.. hmm..
den i went interchange wif my mum to top up card.. afta tat wanted to buy vcd one.. haha.. but out of stock.. den i noticed a small boiboi crying.. and wondering ard on his own.. of cos he's lost lah.. den he cry and walk here walk dere.. so poor thing.. den my mum ask him whether he noe his parents handfone no or sth.. den he jus kip crying.. hmm.. den we followed him jus in case... den finally he cried.. "papa!" wahh.. his papa veri huge.. den i felt relieved for him... na li zhi dao.. his father roared "WHERE U GO?" den he slapped the poor boiboi.. wahh.. i super shocked...... felt so angry and sad at the same time.....
* xing fu de wo *
btw.. we did the klas deco on sat.. hmm.. buden trying to improve bah.. yepp.. haha.. oredy veri nice le la.. tis time not so mani ppl were involved.. hehe.. den mi and linz tried to shoot the pearls of our bubble tea.. cos the pearls not veri nice.. buden we kinda shi bai la.. haha.. den tis wei hao cum and re me.. made my shirt dirty.. in the end i managed to shoot him two pearls.. haha.. vIctoRy! hmm.. hahaha.. before tat.. i tried to aim my pearl at *** *** frm the second floor.. nearly lah.. =S..
yepp.. tats all folks.. tAtA~ =))
* sighx.. iz been a long time.... *

~*[.yInGz`dIaRy.]*~ -iz so long.. i cant go on!!!-
haloO diaryy..
today soo tired.. hmm.. wait.. before i tok bout today.. i wana tok bout yesterday.......
wah. was superrrrr pissed.. by MR LIM, the DNT one... he told me to shut up..!!~ and sae don tok to yr frens... wahh.. i don tok to my frens tok to him meh. denZ.. his fone rang.. tWiCe.. during lesson time lohhhhhhh.. SHIT U!!!!~ he still checked the fone lohh. in front of us leh. he taught halfway... during the dialogue session we were obviously tokin bout mr lim but he obviously dono bout tat.. den iz lyk.. linz was jus keeping her things in the pencil case and he tell her stop making dose kind of noises. wads his prob??!! hp tones not noise meh. puipui and tu di can hear from the mr kwang side oso loh. but... muahaha. wait till he find our writings..evERYwhR~.. in the room.... =)))..
he's the most unreasonable teacher.
okie.. today arh.. nothing special..? musci lessons was interesting.. hehe.. play the keyboard one.. slacked during science and history.. totally dOn uNDeRsTaNd wad ms sia and mr smith toking bout.. even if i made an effort to listen i oso will not understand.. haha.. and so qiao my tuition teacher happens to be tianz cousin de cousin.. confusing relation siaa.. haha. buden so kong bu one.. tianz lyk hav contacts all over singapore. LOL. scally next time my boss happen to be her uncle. -.- haha sorry.
afta sch was quite fun.. bball hav tournament and netball training so mi n tianz find things to playy lo.. we played softball a while.. haha.. before their training starts too. ehh.. played wif tianz linz vianz.. hahaa. den one junior named the softball FISHBALL.. haha. den tianz no skill one.. throw so hard.. almost hit piggy~ lolz. dono how bearbear will react if tat happens... haha. buden piggy sMiLeD and said nVm. haha.. okie den next game we played was table tennis.. played wif ah tianz.. hahahahaha. HIIIEEYA! lOL. dono la. tats the language of the south korea player!! =Xx.. hahahah. den we created another way of playing TT.. =S.. errm.. ya. hahaha.
denz we shoot bballs.. haha.. i kip on air ball not fun one.. den tianz and jing wen see mi ke lian kip on giving me balls..although i nv shot in any.. haha.. actually i veri pro one loh... onli today off form.. haha.. no la.... bLeh.
hmm.. den.. i got tired and rest on the bench... afta tat stomachache so decided to go home.. went home wif tianz.. haha.. yay so glad tat the bballers won!! and their finals tis friday.. vs raffles.. whEe! skip lessons! skip math! skip science! skip history! hope dey get champion!! =))
[ reeli hope tat i can get 19 for geog!!.. if not i sure will not take geog as core le.. ]
* stay happie okayy? i'll oways be here for u!! *

~*[.yInGz`dIaRy.]*~ -iNtEreStInG.sToRiE-
A store owner was tacking a sign above his door that read "Puppies For Sale." Signs like that have a way of attracting small children, and sure enough, a little boy appeared under the store owner's sign. "How much are you going to sell the puppies for?" he asked. The store owner replied, "Anywhere from $30 to $50." The little boy reached in his pocket and pulled out some change. "I have $2.37," he said. "Can I please look at them?"
The store owner smiled and whistled and out of the kennel came Lady, who ran down the aisle of his store followed by five teeny, tiny balls of fur. One puppy was lagging considerably behind. Immediately the little boy singled out the lagging, limping puppy and said, "What's wrong with that little dog?"
The store owner explained that the veterinarian had examined the little puppy and had discovered it didn't have a hip socket. It would always limp. It would always be lame. The little boy became excited. "That is the puppy that I want to buy." The store owner said, "No, you don't want to buy that little dog. If you really want him, I'll just give him to you."
The little boy got quite upset. He looked straight into the store owner's eyes, pointing his finger, and said, "I don't want you to give him to me. That little dog is worth every bit as much as all the other dogs and I'll pay full price. In fact, I'll give you $2.37 now, and 50 cents a month until I have him paid for." The store owner countered, "You really don't want to buy this little dog. He is never going to be able to run and jump and play with you like the other puppies."
To his surprise, the little boy reached down and rolled up his pant leg to reveal a badly twisted, crippled left leg supported by a big metal brace. He looked up at the store owner and softly replied, "Well, I don't run so well myself, and the little puppy will need someone who understands!"
We ALL need someone who Understands! =))

~*[.yInGz`dIaRy.]*~ -pouring out my troubles-
halo..
today tingz bdae.. haha.. happie bdae to u ger!!.. =)
she wore until so chio today worr.. haha.. act mature lah~
hmm... busy busy today... and yesterday... iz lyk totally got no time to do things i wan.. lyk.. playing chess wif me pa. haha.. chess ish so fun!!
ya den today went sengkang.. afta tat met lingz at tm mac.. haha.. den bdae ger came le loh.. slowly nana tianz sek came. we watched the Stepford Wives.. err.. hai hao lah. not as boring as the village. haha.. paisehh. every other movie is beta than the village i tink...
hmm.. ya den went tuition afta we ate.. was quite frenly bah my tuition teacher.. if she not frenly im gona fire her!! waha. okie first lesson nothing much to teach... so i went home very early.
sighh. i mus retake my geog test next wk.. so disappointed.. i memorised everything leh. den now cant rmb much.. haiiiiiii. hav to study the same chapters.. veri boringg!! i tink i taking geog as elect next yr.. tats wad mi tuition teacher recommended to me..
den today spent so much money.... i spent my budget which was meant for pencil case liao.. haha.. den now i using the pouch for kiping discman as pencil case.. aiya. anyone hu hav extra one jus lend mi k? i oso lazy buy lah.. don feel lyk buying tings.. haha. or anyone hu wana watch movie den buy the combo can get the free garfield pencil case!! den gimme.. haha. garfield verii cute.
okay bahz. gtg le! da jia bao zhong bah..
tAtA~

~*[.yInGz`dIaRy.]*~ -hEAdaCHe, heARTacHe-
halo..
my head feeling veri heavy now... i tink too hungry le bah..
hmm.. today had chinese oral.. er. i was lyk.. left only 8 minutes to go sch frm my hse here.. den i veri gan jiong.. haha. den my poor pa drive me.. i kip on rushing him.. =S.. sighh. i reached dere on time.. buden still mus stay in the klasroom until 12 den can go hall for oral.. which takes up bout 2 to 3 minutes nia.. zZz.. i tio our enrichment teacher sia.. haha.. chen lao shi.. err.. buden she oways lyk.. sort of get bullied by my klas de.. haha.. tat time the punishment.. to fa zhan tat one.. and the computer lab.. haha. impression not veri good bah.. =S hmm.. aiya.. still hai hao..? anyway glad tat iz over...
hmm.. ya.. feel lyk slping now..

tml sure going out de.. haha. kkie..
tAtA~! =))
* don u noe.. u'll never be alone.. if u hold me deep inside *

~*[.yInGz`dIaRy.]*~ -cOnFuSEd-
halo..
today veri early reached home.. haha.. buden nth much to do lehh..
jus now pei fishy go sinseh change bandage.. so ke lian.. bdae wana cum liao.. hope u get well soon!!
hmm.. den we reach dere quite early.. at tampines dere... i went dere the first time when my knee lidat.. hmm.. dere veri scary..
haha.. den i don dare look when the sinseh attending to tingz.. he veri kong bu one..
hmm.. haha.. we went bac interchange and ate *grace de kueh*!! lolz... =Xx.. afta tat nowhere to go.. actually wanted to go tm buy mi pencil case de.. buden nobody pei.. so i took 31 wif tingz.. cos she wana go kallang.. den i alighted at sch bus stop and go bac.. haha.. now im here!!..
nth to do..
err.. i got so much to say now.. buden i dono how to phrase properly lei...
hmm... lately i see so many ppl lyk get fed up easily... i noe dey don wan it.. buden can tell tat dere's alot of xin shi in their minds.. i see liao.. very.. sad.
haiz.
dono how to explain la!..

tata..
* wo hui zi xi de ling ting.. ni dui wo shuo de yi yan yi yu.. wo hui xue zhe qu kong zhi pi qi bu rang ni shang xin.. qing ni xiang wo de xin.. hai shi ai ni.. *

sorry so long nv update le..
veri sian la tis few days...
dono lah.. jus makes me feel so down when she said tat..
today mrs goh still kb... haiya..
why am i tokin so much bout it when i shlnt noe all tat..
forget itt.
iz jus me again..
im opening the door.. for u to walk out of my heart.

~*[.yInGz`dIaRy.]*~ -inside i realise tat im the one confused-
halo dearr diary..
today hoh.. i actually was slacking at home.. hmm.. woke up quite late.. denz.. nana say wana go east point eat ma.. wif tingz.. so i nth to do den i decided to go...
[i dono wad i instigate.. and say wad i don mean...]
anyway.. den i went out.. reached dere buden cant find them.. dey said dere was a bubble tea shop.. haha. near ntuc de.. ehh.. den i called them.. cos i couldnt find it.. den dey said dey were at escalator.. hahaha. i oso lohh! den couldnt see each other... hmm... nana was lyk.. don scare me lehh.. lolz.
den i realised tat i was at WHITE SANDS.. okiee.. oOoOps. haha. i tot east point in pasir ris waddd. not meh. den i tot white sands in simei.. heyy. why i oways get mixed up by dese two places de? lalala. so paiseh.. den i walked up and down the escalator and searched the place lyk an idiot.. haha. sorryy lohh. i live in tampines wad. haha.. umm ya den i went simei lohh.. den on mrt i kip luffing to myself... =S haha.. den by the time i reached dey eating the last bit le.. haha.. err.. den we discussed bout wad to giv nana de ah ma for her bdae present.. hehe. afta tat tianz asked whether wana watch movie.. so we went tampines watch.. wah so fun leh. i frm tam go pasir ris den to simei and back to tam.. haha. watched Catwoman.. nice show!! alot alot alot alot alot alot alot beta than the Village and Clown... hmm.. yepp.
haiz.. very saddening.. we nv get thru the auditions... =(

sighx.
wondering..
if..
i..
shld..
let..
go...
i..
feel..
so..
lost...
im..
sorry...

~*[.yInGz`dIaRy.]*~ -hEaDaChE-
halo..
today dnt test.. iz.. haha.. dono.. shld be okay la.. err. mr lim wore PINK shirt.. [act young].. =S wahh. when i was drawing the FE EE P tat one.. den i dono the scale mah.. i used 10 units for each square.. haha. den i draw a few liao.. i ask him whether my scale is correct.. den he gimme dose kind of veri angry cum... wana-faint look. hahaha. den i okioki loh~.. gimme dose look for wadd?!.. haha. buden afta tat he cum praise me sae good.. -.- chey. hu cares bout yr compliment? hahahaha. good eh.
afta test was slacking time.. haha. mi linz tianz vianz gs zm kt alvin.. and ying an..? stayed bac and slack in klas.. dey bo liao.. play tat wadever bombing game.. dono wad dey doing.. the bombs look lyk doggies and fish de food lehh.. haha. ehh.. den played wif the laptop.. hmm.. listened discman.. wahh.. kip on listening to jay and lin jun jie albums nia. jay. jun jie. jay. jun jie. quan quan yuan yuan quan quan~ hee. i noe my singing nice rite.. ;) okiee.. buden dey are makin mi hate them. im kind of sick of their songs.. haha. at first i dono jay's songs at all.. buden hoh.. dey kip on playin the album until i sick.. den jun jie one.. wahh. okie lah. buden today is lyk.. hoohoo~ listened a hundred times liao.. haha. okie. nvm.. den played wif camera fones.. haha.. wahh! den i knew the puzzlebobble trick.. hahaha. but it doesnt work tat much la.. for me.. =S
err.. den went long john eat.. den met amanda dey all.. actually i cant decide whether goin or not.. in the end nv go... haiz. dono wad to say.. sorry..
den i met linz vianz and gs.. dono whr to go.. so decided to find someone hse to play at.. in de end asked soon kueh..den when we called him vianz was wondering wad if call wrong no.. cos he changed fone no le.. den i say scarli the person say.. i not soon kueh.. i am ang ku kueh.. hahahahaha. den vianz say cai tao kueh. we were luffing lyk mad... heeeeeee. =P hmm.. the journey on the bus was veri siann.. iz lyk so long wayy.. until we reach hougang interchange. wahh. so small loh the apartment.. condo lai de.. my room is thrice the size of the room.. den we played ffr and tontie.. haha.. and the guitar..
okie.. den jus now went look at fones.. saw a nice samsung one.. buden tuesday den got stock.. yepp. 3 daes.
* i'll be dere for you.. tats all i wana do *

haix. dono wads wrong wif me dese few days.. i get veri irritated easily..
i dono why i doin all dese.. iz lyk.. im tryin to kip them inside my heart.. hoping dey would disappear by themselves..
i noe u all are dere for me.. but i dono how to say.. jus don leave me alone...
thx ber..

~*[.yInGz`dIaRy.]*~ -eXcITEd-
haloo..
hee.. frm tml onwards i can change fone le..!!~ =)).. sho happie.. i wan camera flip fone!! hmm... buden tml still hav test worr.. dnt.. arGh!~..
haha.. today sho happie..! partly cos got chocolates eat.. yUmm. cos whole klas pass our history test.. haha. actually mr smith quite lenient bah.. hmm.. yepp den we got free chocolates. lOl. nana cope extra den in the end i hav two without answering any questions.. hee. kangli gave mi one more.. den i snatched one frm chee huat and shared wif grace.. haha.. the chocolates soO nice.. =D
eRr.. xie xie ni pei wo.. =P
sorry... dono for wad...
hmm.. siann. shldnt update liao.. ppl!! mus update u all de bloggies lehh.. all rotting liaoo..
okie tAtA~..
* wo de kuai le shi ni, so happy together.. *

~*[.yInGz`dIaRy.]*~ -lazy..-
halohalo...
siann..!! jus ate dinner.. noodles... =S.. today ate three bowls of noodles liao.. recess.. afta sch.. now.. wahh.
ni zai na li wo jiu kuai kan bu dao ni.. ting bu dao ni....
wo hao xiang zai kan dao ni.. zai ting dao ni....
wo bu neng bu kan dao ni.. bu ting dao ni....
bu yao gao su wo shuo wo men bu neng zai yi qi..
wo xian zai jiu yao kan dao ni.. jiu yao ting ni..
ming ming jiu yao zheng ming.. wo shi duo me zai yi zhe ni...
lalalala. wewe song.. i noe la.. veri long time ago de liaoo..
hmm.. today took taxi to sch.. cos mi pa hurt his knee.. cant drive..
hmm.. hee.. =) today started off well....
buden hoh.. science arr.. i tink i will get borderline pass agn la.. haix. buden i gona hav tuition soon.. ya.. den the rest of the day was longg.... you DA man! lOl.. chee huat oways say slang slang de language.. bth..! hahaha.. mi grace tingz ytd luffed so much... cos he acted like a toopid cat and alien..~ nvm.
wahh..!! boa's no.1 playing now.. siaoo.. quick quick change song.. haha. i tink we listened to the no.1 for lyk a hundred times liao.. hmm.. teacher day audition went quite well... buden afta the second dance step den my mind was blank le.. haha.. kangli and grace did a great job...!! and so did all the other dancers... hopefully we can get in bahz.. =)
den today arr.. afta sch.. blah blah blah.. nothing much.. den went east point wif tingz tianz linz nana.. chatted and chatted.. haha... until 7 plus.. den mi n linz went.. dey still thr...
yeahh.. sianz. so long nv update le.. missed out quite alot of things.. nvm.. now i onli feel lyk slping.. tats all...
tAtA~ =P
* wo jue bu neng shi qu ni.. *

~*[.yInGz`dIaRy.]*~ -pArkWaY.lAveNDeR.bUgIs-
haloz.. im bac.. my legs are soO tired..
haha.. today so forgetful.. when i packed my bag i left my hp and ez link card to hold in my hadn ma.. den i chionged to the bus stop.. cos i oredy late le.. wahh so lucky 69 came too.. haha.. err.. buden the onli prob is i found out tat i actually forgot to bring my ez link card.. and i jus used up all my coins which were in my bag yesterday... dIaOz. i run till shen jing bing den still mus run bac.. buden mi sis threw mi card out of the window.. so it saved mi sum time lah.. lOl. tats the good thing bout living on the 3rd floor. =))
yep den met liaz tianz nana at bedok and went parkway together.. dey wana buy shoes.. bags.. etc.. we looked ard the shops dere buden cant find any nice shoes or bags.. hmm.. buden saw alot of interesting tings in one of the shops.. yeahh.. eeyer.. dey ate ice cream.. haha... i so guai.. nv eat.. cos i ate ice cream for the past two days liao.. lOl.. =Xx.. but i don care.. tml or the next day when i go out i wana eat le.. hehe..
ehh.. den liaz went to find her mum to get her video cam.. haha.. yEpp.. obviously she bought the cam so tat she could film me.. u noee.. haha. =P okie.. yaa happie for her.. and im gona hav a digital cam too.. lOl.. mayb tml or when my pa's free.. yAys! i wana take pics of all of U!!
hMm.. den iz lyk.. parkway quite wulu lehh.. all the shops so lousy.. den tianz wana go lavender.. so we went.. wahh. she ming ming jiu shi gu yi one.. lOl. bring us dere.. den dono how to go to the wadever place. she led mi n nana in circles sia.. turn here turn dere.. in the end still at the same place.. so fun wor!!~ =D u shld cum n join us sumtime turning ard dere you mei you.. sian-ed. dere oso quite wulu.. everywhr wulu de.. hmm.. den afta turning so mani rounds.. we finally reach dere.. err.. iz not a shopping centre.. looked lyk sum market lidat.. no air-con.. =(.. hmm.. hahaha. den i felt veri thirsty.. so we went to the hawker centre.. drank watermelon juice!! haha. we sat in front of the shop.. den can look inside one.. wahh! i warn u.. next time beta not sit in front of the shop when u order watermelon juice.. haha... err... i look inside wad.. den the machine hoh.. not veri dirty lohh.. i mean... iz lyk.. i saw him throw all the fruit de 'zha' into the rubbish bin.. afta tat.... he lyk nv wash the machine thingy de.. weell... den he use his hands to put the watermelons into the machine... uhhhh. lyk nv wash hands first lehh. o.O.. okayyy... i suddenly not thirsty le. and we saw a man sitting behind us drinking the juice happily.. =S..
err.. haha.. somemore iz a veri big glass of watermelon juice... haha... den nana and tianz oso saw him make the juice.. haha.. den nana made me luff until.. hahaha. i oso dono why i kip luffing.. hmm.. in the end dey finished liao.. i left 1/4 of the drink...
den we walked walked ard.. almost all the shops sell bags and shoes de.. haha.. i first time went to a shoe shop hoh.. sell shoes by giving customers albums wif the shoes pictures.. instead of arranging the shoes in their shops.. weird weird de rite..? haha.. buden i tink iz cos dey got no space to put the shoes bah.. hMm.. den afta walking for quite sum time.. tianz bought a bag for her bro... hmm.. iz reeli hot dere.. so nana and me decided to go bugis.. haha.. so we went...
we went to the E-D-G-E. hee.. walk walk walk.. tianz bought a bag.. iz quite cool.. haha.. yepp.. hmm.. den our legs were veri tired le.. esp nana's.. lOl.. so we went mos burger and rest a while.. haha. yepp den we decided to go.. tianz go meet her ma and nana and i went home.. hahaha. on the mrt.. got three couples near us.. one on nana's left and another one on nana's rite.. lOl. den we were lyk.. so qi gek.. den dey were lyk.. huggin and doin veri tmd actions. er xin. still must stand near us.. mao ni ah! siann.
don update le lah. tAtA~
i wana watch fireworks tml.. hopefully can..
* my happy ending *

~*[.yInGz`dIaRy.]*~ -tAkE.Me.aWAy-
I cannot find a way to describe it
It's there inside; all I do is hide
I wish that it would just go away
What would you do, you do, if you knew
What would you do

[Chorus:]
All the pain I thought I knew
All my thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable; come and take me away

I feel like I am all alone
All by myself I need to get around this
My words are cold, I don't want them to hurt you
If I show you, I don't think you'd understand
Cause no one understands

[Chorus]

I'm going nowhere
I'm getting nowhere
Take me away
I'm going nowhere

[Chorus]

Take me away
Take me away
Take me away
Take me away

Let the bad colour not be seen. It attracts them.
Never enter the woods. This is where they wait.
Heed the warning bell. For they are coming.
CRAP. esp the last sentence.. don be deceived....
the movie's so damn stupid and no creativity at all. haiz..
all rubbish.. don watch the village lah.. iz the silliest and stupidest movie i'd ever seen. WORSE than the clown lohh.. at least the ghost in the clown is supposed to be real.
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err.. gona update bout national day celebrations..
haha.. iz reeli alot beta than last yr.. esp wif the parade commander.. omg.. so suave.. veri good looking in uniform.. actually all of them look good in their uniforms.. haha.. ehh.. the best part shld be them marching and the precision drill the ncc memebers did.. yepp.
hmm.. afta tat we go bugis watch the village. haha. yeah when we were walking out of sch we walked past the pc!! aHh! haha. okie den we watched the village. weeell. we were very bored afta the first hour.. was lyk wondering.. izit gona end soon or something.. arGh. most of the comments bout the movie i'd mentioned above. stupid storyline dey have..
then.. we.. walk walk.. went arcade.. walk walk agn.. tingz joined us.. den we decided go pasir ris beach. sat dere tok tok wif tingz.. vianz xiaohua and chewpeng went play spiderweb.. den hahahaha. chew peng was washing her feet in the sea.. hahaha. i tink one/both of her slippers got stuck in the grass which was filled wif mud!! hahaha. can u imagine..? she walk walk walk.. den suddenly sink into the mud!! hahaha. =X den her bball pants and legs were stained wif mud. hahaha. the way she explained to us was chao funny.. lOl. poor chew peng. she came bac to dono do wad den actually wanted to go bac and play de.. hahaha. buden all her fun was ruined by the mud. lOl. den i wanted to go home le.. so tingz pei me.. den chew peng oso don hav the mood to play liao.. haha. so she wanted to go bac wif us.. buden cant find toilet to change her shorts.. haha. told her to jus wear the uniform skirt den she jus don wana wear. =S qi gek.. hmm den mi n tingz took a total of 4 buses.. 403 to beach.. 403 bac to interchange.. 15 to tampines.. 69 to me hse and tingz to bedok interchange.. haha.. crapped and tok alot.. lOl. toked bout grace.. she so ke ai sia.. buy plain waffles and go home zi ji spread peanut butter. LOL. i can imagine. hahaha. =Xx.
okayy.. guess im feeling a bit better.. nothing else le..
tAtA..

* end of story.. *

thanks for ignoring me..
i came to realise that i had always been alone in this world..

~*[.yInGz.dIaRy.]*~ -at a loss-
halo..
sighh.. wanted peace.. buden everyone was at home today.. great.....
why are all dese happening?.. im reeli upset to see dese but wad can i do? i feel tat nothing's goin rite and i tink we are drifting further and further away.. okay i tink im confusing u... but i meant alot of different things..
hmm.. i dono if im gona heck care or turn back... i feel guilty.. haii.. why am i lyk tis? shld i lyk.. be good? wad do i wan exactly? im in a dilemma now..!! arGh... can i stop making choices..?!? sighh. i guess.. i shld... turn back.... okie im not gona regret it le.. no matter wad... and found out one interesting thing today.. sombodi's joining bmt.. and im reeli surprised.. u noee.. cos i tot of my reason for joining.. anyway mus thank him.
wo zou xiang qian.. ni kan bu jian.. zhen de yao yuan... jiu lian tan xi.. ying zi ting jian.. ye shi wu yan.. ni zou xiang qian.. wo kan bu jian.. ni de si nian... ni he wo zhi jian.. ge zhe yi tiao jie xian bu cen you gai bian..
im reeli deproving.. until very cham... haii. my studies are in a mess.. i tink my pa may be right bout the reason.. my math science.. everything..? i tink my chinese oso dying... i very scared i wouldnt be interested in studies anymore.. im reeli struggling.. iz strange.. the more i study.. the worse i get.. i guess i made too many mistakes le bah.. i shld repent.. ='(
i don believe u all will give up de... rite?.. pls.. we hav so little time left... i noe iz kind of hard on u all.. buden... u all spent so much time building up yr relationships.. giving up is too easy.. so don do it.. anyway.. i reeli hav faith in you all.. ya..
last of all.. i tink im too stupid.. haha. gao xing ma? i admit liao.. okayy.. cos im lyk searching all the troubles for myself.. wad for..? lala... i guess tis is part of life..? haha. anyway it was quite fun getting into troubles too.. =S aiya i lying bout the last part la.. haha. hmm. i feel quite disappointed.. at first i tot things were goin quite well for us.. buden.. now iz lyk back to the same spot.. why arr... sobs.
oh ya. how can i forget bout tis? haha. c girls won their first national match yesterday!! haha. against unity. lol. was a vVvVv interesting match. felt lyk crying.. den dey wanted to lie to others tat dey lost. haha. bu hao yi si.. wo bu shi gu yi yao pian ni men.. haha.. made them felt worried le.. hMm yeahh a great day spent yesterday.. continue to jia you and im sure u all can make it into the finals.. yay den can skip lessons!! wOo! haha. =P
okie tAtA~
* tIReD Of dESe *

~*[.yInGz.dIaRy.]*~ -IRRITATED, i reeli am-
halo.. err.. if u are the type hu reeli loovvvveeees school hor.. den don read my blog le k? sighh.. iz not dat i don.. but sumtimes.. i jus cant help it. i don tink u will understand.. so.. i jus don wan anyone hu lurrves sch get affected by me.. xie. =))
okie.. so... WAH LAO EH. i reeli cant stand mr lim anymore. oways nagg and nagg and naggggg. iz reeli unfair... iz lyk.. i REELi did all my work. i researched. i drew ALL the 10 designs. den he asked whether anyone has done the ten designs. I RAISED MY HAND. im the onli one. den he say.. OK SO NO ONE HAD DONE IT. am i invisible huh. pls loh. im sitting right in front of him. okie lahh if he has LAO HUA YAN den i won blame him. afta tat he picked on me. two of my worksheets not in the file. i said i left it in another file.. where all my worksheets are kept.. but he jus insisted tat i lost them. funny. my worksheets lose liao i dono meh? reeli pissed... tink he's reeli biased. okie den afta tat he came to kb mi n linz... wahh.. give us worksheet buden don wan us to do.. say mus do ideas.. i said i did.. den he pick on me sehh.. say the lines mus draw properly and write all dose craps.... haiish. jus wish he wld retire and go on a world tour? =S
afta sch was veh fun!! i stayed bac and played carrom!!! yAy! finally.. i have the chance to play.. lOl.. cos everytime i wana play oso hav ppl play.. haha.. i teamed wif hejun and vesus-ed linz and kim tien.. haha. dey wonn.. wahaha. it was jus a warm up round!! =P den afta linz left for teakwondo.. [hee.. i pon-ed.] left mi n he jun vs kim tien alone.. waHh. he still can win siaa.. hehe. i veri li hai worr! i helped mi opponent score. =)) hahaha. hejun, team wif me veri good rite? muahaha.. i tink.. i tink.. we won once? buden we used underhand methods.. bLeh. err.. den guang shun joined us.. yeahh.. u get wad i mean..? gs.. and hj... hmm.. i smell vinegar!! =Xx weEll.. den mi n kim tien were lyk.. hahaha.. sUrRrEnDeR NoW Or pRePaRe to FiGhT~.. in case of immergency. =P hahahahahaha. den kt mimicked the happy tree house characters!!! ROFL~!!!!!! iz lyk.. exactly the same.. hahahahaha. luffing my head off oredy.. btw.. i saw the pic whr he tried to qiang wen ronald!!! aHhHh! haha.
sighh. so sad.. the carrom hav to return to pac le.. sObs. it was wif us for lyk.. haha.. a month? hmm.. den afta chit chatted at mama shop wif tingz linz vianz kangz.. den went home le!!
hMm... finally when i've sorted out my thoughts.. im gona be dragged in agn.. wads the point of forcing us? i shall not hide my feelings.. im not enjoying it.. and i cant make myself to do it.. or go for it or anything. i hate competitive life.. i don wana compete.. its too hard for me. i cant exactly say i made the wrong choice tho...

heyy.. 2g-ers.. we hav a klas nic.. watch out the front part of nana tingz lingz tianz or my nic to noe wad to add.. okay? =))
* im reeli scared to lose anyone of u.. *